MIGHT BE DELETED IN A COUPLE OF HOURS
I am in that state again the one I dread cause it always takes awhile for me to get back on my feet. As usual I just needed a place to pour out how I feel at the moment. every single time I try to express my ideas I have failed. one of the most frustrating feeling is not been able to bring to life what we see when our eyes are closed. I look around and sometimes I wonder if I am the one moving too fast or the world around me is just too slow. I see the whole picture and their pain and for some weird reasons I understand them. why is it that the run away every single time they hit a difficult turn. sometimes I wish I could run away just like them instead I am stuck at that turn meeting everyone who comes and goes. sometimes I blamed them for not...