so guys i'm guessing this might be my most personal blog post yet since am not the type to share really personal stuff or what I consider really personal. But come on, there can be exceptions especially in times like this when I feel like I owe you guys an apology for been away for quite a long time. so what have I been up to? well first of all I graduated YAH!!!!!!! Which is super exiting yet scary cause I'm now an adult with more responsibility especially at such young age of 20. There's people who have said am too young and those who didn't even have any comment at all but none the less am just really grateful to God cause he brought me here. Another thought that I keep getting was that what if I actually missed out on having a regular university experience since I kinda rushed to finish my degree but anyways lets put that thought aside for now. Another thing, I don't want to say an i